I think i am oddly jealous of my mom and dad. I have seen them be so inlove for their whole lives and I wish so badly that I had that. My parents have known eachother for so long, almost their whole lives and yet they still look at eachother as if they are the only person that matters in the whole entire world. When I saw the good mood my dad was in when my mom got back i saw how much my dad really loves my mom.
And then I think of me. The girl who is hopelessly inlove with one of her close friends, my life is a jokee
I have yet to figure you out. I can’t say I know you like the back of my hand because you always seem to suprise me. I wish i knew every little thing about you, but do i really? Wouldn’t that take away from what i find so interesting about you? I can look at you and fall inlove. Even if I couldn’t tell you the first thing about what love really is, but this has to be the closest thing ill ever feel.
So i thought i was going to get over it, the whole not going to prom thing, but i don’t think i will. The whole being able to be the prettiest girl in the world for one night to one guy. To take a guys breath away as you walk down your stairs from your room. I WISH. so like what my life has come to ill most likely be at my house with myself and maybe my mommy, crying and all.
MY mommy leave this week for a week in random mountains to hike and i am so jealous. I wish i could leave untill allof this drama is over and i don’t have to worry about it any more.
I ran a half marathon this weekend and i felt like i was on top of the world when it was all over…then i realized i could barely walk.
I think i want to have a party this weekend, as long as one people doesn’t mention prom i will be happy.
